Starting next year, I will be deleting all my posts. Revamping my Tumblr is a great way of starting 2014. New year, new life as the cliche say.
I’ve been wanting to become an established blogger but I can’t think of a concept for my blog yet. I want this to become a fashion and life blog though. But I’m afraid that I won’t be able to frequently update it.
I really want to learn a thing or two on good photography. My uncle’s been teaching me but I can’t be so creative about it. And Accountancy doesn’t offer much on that aspect.
Every single thing I do I always end up wanting my ideas and feelings to be journalized. However due to constraint of time and resources, I am very much unable to express them in the best way that I can - BLOGGING.
But anyway, I just wanted to chip in this post just so I there’s something new around my blog. It’s been months since I got to share my thoughts and feelings and dramas. Well, anyway, I’ve been pretty busy with my school works most especially my major subject. We have this weekly departmental quiz and it fully requires us to submerge ourselves deeper in this very technical subject. I’ve been wanting to give up but it seems like God doesn’t want me to. I’ve been passing my seatworks and quizzes and that kinda made me happy and back in my zone.
So I hope y’all still keep in touch.
Thanks katie!! Keep Safe pd!
The moment I got my very first smartphone I was one hell of a happy kid ‘cause for the first time I would now be able to instagram whatever I want. However as days went by and every single time I open my ig account, I feel dissatisfied with my feed and so I constantly delete photos that for me doesn’t fit the whole picture of my feed, not realizing that I was diminishing my photos and deleting some of the great memories I have in there.
This problem kinda started when I saw this one user’s ig feed and I completely drool over it and wanting my feed to be just the same as this user’s but then my brother made me realize that in order to be satisfied with what I have, I have got to “own it”. “It” not being a thing but something a whole lot deeper.
So thanks bro :)
Oh sure. I have no idea why you’re interested though. Sorry for replying so late. I just saw this message. I wasn’t able to open my tumblr that much for the past few months.
Nothing could possibly be more worse of a week than it already is. Final exams are being a real bitch and departmentals in acctg was being an asshole too. So all in all, I expect that my final grades will be going downhill. Ugh. It just makes me so sad and I hate it. I hate everything right now. I am so pissed. Like really really pissed.
2.0 - just right the passing mark.
I recently received my midterm grade in accounting. It drained me out. Nothing I possibly do is enough for this subject. I used to be happy and excited and confident about passing the curriculum but now… I really don’t know. I want to cry but I can’t. I am tired of crying. I am lost. I just want to get out of this misery.
I don’t think I am passionate enough about my chosen college course. Don’t get me wrong. I would love to be an accountant someday. It’s a very safe career to take and I can easily find a job once I finish it. But I want to become a performer. I want to sing. I want to be famous. I want to own a clothing line. I want to model. I want to be a celebrity and I’m not just saying that because it’s a trend but because that’s what I really want. At the same time, I don’t want to disappoint the people around me. Maybe this is why I can’t excel enough in my chosen course. I lack this so called “zest” to really do my best. I have been doing my very best but I really don’t think it’s enough to get me going. But I swear, I will try my hardest to finish and graduate in the BSA curriculum.
My plan now is just to finish this course and then follow my dreams. I shall make them proud and then afterwards, I will make myself proud.
It was a party more than I expected it to be. A few months before my birthday, I was told that I couldn’t have one. And so I prayed to God, prayed hard, that my vision of having my 18th birthday celebration will come into reality. Truly, God gives so much blessings to those who persevere and are patient.
I never thought that my birthday would turn out to be that awesome. The party went beyond what I imagined it to be and don’t even get me started with the after party. It was really the best. I’m all out of words. Awesome, best, greatest, bongga doesn’t really describe the half of it.
I feel ecstatic and I feel like I’ve turned into something more wonderful - more BEAUTIFUL. Yes, you heard it first right here. I am officially calling myself beautiful. My friends made me realize that I am beautiful and gorgeous and all the possible adjectives in the world combined.
I am indeed so blessed to have a family that strongly supports me, friends that truly know me, and a guy that accepts me for who I am. What more can I ask for?